Throughout my life a lot of things have gone wrong yet, i realized that even though i made a lot of mistakes, i've had my good times. i feel lik im not grateful enough to god for creating me in the first place. i know sometimes things might not work out but I know as long as I stay loyal to my Lord I'll always be given oppurtunities to make things better for myself. I've also realized that its the hard times we go through that makes us feel even happier about the good time we go through because, we experience those valuable times only so often. I am truly grateful to my Lord for all the things he has let happen to my life.
As a junior, I know every day of my life in this year and moment is crucial towards my future. I know I'm not taking the proper steps to do what I need to do but I just keep laying here and thinking about something that I wish would happen but I don't make happen. Everything is confusing for me right now and I just don't know what is important to me anymore. At one time I had everything set out for me. I had everything planned out to guide me through this year and out of it. Now I'm just going through daily cycles of doing absolutely nothing waiting for something to just hit me in the head and change my life. Where is that same drive and determination that I had in me before? I feel like it just left me. Now I don't know what is really important anymore.
Sunday, 17 August 2008
Heyyy guys name is Jayson
Im a high school student right now at Francis Lewis and am on the wrestling team
and I love Jesus! hallelujah :D
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